PRAYER AS SELF EXPRESSION
WEDNESDAY, TWENTY SEEVENTH WEEK IN ORDINARY TIME
Jonah 4:1-11; Ps 86:3-6,9-10;
Lk 11:1-4
Good Disposition for
Prayer
Prayer is essentially a
sacrifice we make to God. The sacrifice becomes more meaningful as we deepen
our understanding of God. As we stated yesterday, God is our ultimate goal or
end as human persons, and our journey to God, our spiritual end, is dependent
on our knowledge and relationship with Him. The fact that God made us rational
beings implies this vocation to Him, who is being and truth. The Catechism,
therefore, rightly stated that God made us to know, to love, and serve him in
our mortal life, that we may enter eternal communion with him when this life
ends. We have pondered the fact that every sin, both original and actual sins,
proceeds from our ignorance of God. What makes our ignorance of God culpable is
God’s willingness to reveal himself to us at every turn. So, that we remain
ignorant of God is not of God’s doing, but due to our enduring lack of
attention or distraction. The attention disorder that the evil one planted in
our first parents comes down to each of us as one of the effects of original
sin. Man’s distraction from God, his creator, introduced disorder or
distraction among his members. The presence of this disorder or distraction in
our awareness and members makes it difficult to know God. Thus, our journey to
God is the journey of self-discipline guided and supported by divine grace made
abundant by our Head, Jesus Christ.
Subsequently, as the
disgrace of disorder flowed from our physical head, Adam, to us, in the same
way will the grace of order flow from our spiritual head, Jesus Christ, to us
for our restoration. The imperfection which we have already noted in Jonah, the
prophet, in his decision to escape the will of God, is more plainly given in
his rash anger and his prayer to God. “Jonah was very indignant; he fell into a
rage. He prayed to the Lord and said, ‘Ah, Lord, is not this just as I said
would happen when I was still at home? That was why I went and fled to
Tarshish: I knew that you were a God of tenderness and compassion, slow to
anger, rich in graciousness, relenting from evil. So now, Lord, please take
away my life, for I might as well be dead as go on living.’ The Lord replied,
‘Are you right to be angry?’” God used the event of a castor-oil plant to
demonstrate the foolishness of his anger and prayer for death. We feel like
Jonah sometimes when we pray and do not receive what we ask for. Whenever we
desire to do something different from the will of the Father for us, we display
our limited knowledge of God and love of self, in place of love of God. Hence,
our sacrifice of prayer improves with more illumination from God.
Our limited knowledge of
God and love for Him are always evident in our prayers. As we mentioned above,
prayer is the original sacrifice we offer to God. Our prayers demonstrate our
level of knowledge and communion with God. If they are full of ourselves and
desires, then we have a long way to go on our journey of spiritual
transformation. The more the Eternal Word illuminates our minds with the
knowledge of the Father, the more our hearts are inflamed with his love, the
Holy Spirit, the more we desire and ask for communion with him. Our communion
with God or desire for death is not to escape the will of the Father, but to
fulfil it in everything. Our Lord Jesus Christ gave this lesson when he taught
his disciples how to pray. “He said to them, ‘Say this when you pray: “Father,
may your name be held holy, your kingdom come; give us each day our daily
bread, and forgive us our sins, for we ourselves forgive each one who is in
debt to us. And do not put us to the test.”’” The sacrifice, which prayer is,
becomes better and more acceptable to God as we know, love, and long to serve
God in all things. Therefore, the right disposition for prayer is that of the
Son within us. So, prayer is truly the activity of our spirit, which is Jesus
Christ within us, in union with the Holy Spirit. True prayer promotes our
transformation into the Son of Man through his mysteries. Prayer, especially
the Rosary prayer, brings out order from our disorder, which is the effect of
the Word within us.
Let us pray: Almighty
ever-living God, who in the abundance of your kindness surpass the merits and
the desires of those who entreat you, pour out your mercy upon us to pardon
what conscience dreads and to give what prayer does not dare to ask. Through
our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you in the unity of
the Holy Spirit, God, for ever and ever.

 
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